2018 rewind

In 2018, a lot of things happened. One of the aspects is a love story. Hahaha. Yeah, in 2018 I met a lot of new friends and made a relation with them. In the beginning, is really hard because you expect something to someone. And then I broke up more than 5 times maybe or more. After that, I cry it in my room or on my phone that I called my best friend. My relative such as mom, sisters, aunt, and uncle, friends, senior in campus or office, supervisor already help it but yeah until now it not works or that's not finished yet.

After that, I've learned that you should ikhlas for every destiny that your God already writes on and then never expect anything from people. Every people you met maybe not become your prince but they bring something new for your perspective and made me realize that there isn't any perfect person that exists in this world.

I still learn to accept any imperfection things that this world offer to me. And the standard for a person of my "prince" wannabe should be lower than before. Hahaha..... Because I have to look at the basic pure meaning of the marriage itself.

This journey of finding someone special, bring me to become more mature. I don't know the exact time for me to stop for searching. But I always pray it to God for my heart last destination and ikhtiar for every opportunity that it gives it to me. I hope in the end of the road, I could find him in the same as I find my self too.

I'm waiting for a new surprise in 2019 for my love story :))